What is going to happen to me

Nika • Married

Well it’s been almost two days since I had a D&C and it’s hurts me to my soul that my baby is gone. I feel angry in myself sometimes I wanted to fight someone but I can’t it won’t do any good. I feel like I afraid to try again after what happen. They are testing the fetus to see what cost all of this. Well I know my husband wants to try again next year but I need to think about it. Does any had a D&C? Tell me your story? Did you and your partners try again?