Im currently 10 weeks pregnant and it is really hard to keep things going with my depressed boyfriend , so from the very beginning my boyfriend didn't really cared about me and he didnt want to see me either , and he says that he felt forced whenever i ask him out. And i know this relationship is just one sided from the very beginning, and he always tell me that he just have no feelings for anything which hurts because no matter how hard i try he just don't care and he says i should learn from him.I love him soooo much and stuck to him for 5 years no matter how bad his temper how unreasonable, how he doesn't give a fuck about me. Whenever i cry, he would just scold me and say it's annoying him. stupid me always believe that it will be different as time goes by and that he will love me but as years went by i just got more depressed and lonely. We are getting married in February but i am not happy at all for our future, still want to stay with him coz i am crazy in love with him it hurts and yes i am REALLY dumb for getting myself into this situation but i cant leave him coz i love him so much