So back April 21st my husband and I found out we were expecting our first child. I have been trying to get pregnant for 4 years, I have had 3 miscarriages. May 8th we went in to see our little bundle for the first time and got told the baby was ectopic and that we had to terminate or it could hurt me. My husband stepped up and said we would terminate so no harm would come to me as I was still wrapping my head around me having to willingly give up my baby, I was heart broken. Shortly after my husband deployed, so I have been dealing with it alone. Still I think I would be 26 weeks on Monday and it kills me. I would know if my baby would be a boy or girl. Pick out names. I’m still not sure how to cope with all of this. 😔