I lost my baby last year at 12 weeks but I went in to my app when I was 15 weeks and that’s when I found out my little bean had passed away. I’ve been told that I don’t try to get over what happened and that a lot of women go through this too. It’s difficult because no one understand how I feel my heart still aches so much. I know a lot of other women go through this but it’s so difficult for me to deal with this. I feel useless. I’m tired of feeling sad I do try but it’s hard to go one about my day when I feel like there’s something missing. I really wanted to be the mother of that baby I lost. I don’t even know if I’m making sense it just feel like everyday I lose more of myself.