I just had my 3rd miscarriage... and I feel so lost and just not myself! With all 3 of them I didn't even have the chance to find out how far along I was.. just the 2 pink lines on the pregnancy test, and blood work that would decrease instead of double. And the pain and discomfort... It's been just under a week and I can't get this feeling to go away. I feel so distant with my husband because I don't know if I want to be left alone or held...

I feel like I should be thankful for the 2 healthy children I do have.. but I can't help feeling incomplete. My whole family and I want a baby so badly and I feel like I am losing hope.

Does anyone have any recommendations on how to cope? What to do next?

Im going to a fertility specialist in a month but I don't know what to do with myself until then.

Any suggestions are much appreciated!