Bj tips?!?

HELP ME! First of all, my SO isn’t asking for it but I really want to. For as long as I can remember I wished I could be that girl who could please my guy other than just sex. I’ve tried by hand and that just isn’t enough I would really love oral it’s just my brain makes me think it’s gross and taste bad and I gag before I get 30 seconds into it... I’ve thought about gum then I said NO IT WILL STICK. Then mints and THAT WOULD BURN. I’m completely out of ideas and just need help honestly. What is something else I could try? Besides flavored lube? Anything is better than nothing.