I've decided to tolerate abuse.

Husband slaps and beats me on a regular basis when he's super angry.

When he's normal he's a caring and showers me with love all day.

I'm gonna be with him until I breathe my last but I just wanted to share with someone for the first time because he just slapped me over a silly issue.

Edit: I'm not a troll just a shy introvert without guts. I just wanted to get it out of my system and sorry if my post upset anyone.

Edit 2: We don't have any children. I'm reading each one of your replies. Thank you from the bottom of my heart to the 90% of you who've showed some empathy and thoughtfulness in your replies. I'm feeling blank and emotionless at the moment.