Feeling guilty

Hey guys :) I’m 9 weeks prego with my first baby and today my sickness has been out of control I’ve already puked three times and I’m still feeling nauseous. Usually I just puke in the morning and then I’m okay the rest of the day but today idk what’s up with me but I’m laying down crying because honestly I just am tired of feeling like shit and don’t get me wrong, I am OVER THE MOON about this baby and it makes me feel guilty to feel this way. I’m usually really good about hiding when I’m sick and stuff because I’m the type of person it usually doesn’t phase me but this is a whole different ball game. Any other mamas in the same boat?