I have the patience and self control of a goldfish

I'm 8dpo. Of course no signs/symptoms yet! But did I find myself wasting a frer praying for a super early miracle anyway? Yep. Sure did.

Did I get a super early miracle bfp? Well of course not. Did I even really think i would get a bfp? Maybe just a teeny tiny little bit..but not really.

Was I still upset when it came back negative (like I pretty much knew it would)? Well yeah.

I need a moderator to help me control my poas addiction 😂 this tww is killlllllling me.

Maybe bc I've been trying a year and a half and am just ready for this to work! Or maybe bc I know this is my last cycle with Clomid and if this doesn't take then I'll transfer to a fertility specialist. Either way, I'm glad to have you ladies to rant and rave to, and lend each other support!