I am so mad rn. My “friend” is all rude and complaining about every little thing like “oh I have a little bit of a headache” or “oh my brother touched me” BITCH DONT EVEN START. YOU THINK THAT YOUR LITTLE BROTHER TOUCHING YOUR FUCKING SHOULDER IS AN ISSUE?! MY BROTHER AND SISTER WERE SCREAMING IN YM FUCKING EARS AND I DIDNT COMPLAIN. I SAID “Guys please stop! I have a headache now.” They stopped but then kept asking me to play video games over and over again. I just watched yt because I felt like crying from stress. My “friend” doesn’t even care about other people’s feelings. I could be having the worst day of my life and she will try to make it worse. Last week I got a 93% on a test that she got a 70% on for not studying. I said I could have done better but I forgot how to solve a math problem. (We skipped a whole grade level of math). She was like “Stop looking for attention” I almost yelled “OH BITCH YOU DID NOT JUST GO THERE” in front of the whole grade, both of the principles, and a teacher. I walked out of the cafeteria and one of my best friends came with me. That “friend” of mine knows I don’t like to be the center of attention most of the time. I like to be the center of attention for certain things but not really grades. Me and my best friend were so mad that I have barely said anything to her since. I have a sprained foot and have a walking boot. I didn’t want to be the center of attention but oh well. My little petty “friend” looked at my boot and said “oh.” I’m just over here thinking “YOU FINALLY DONT CAUSE PROBLEMS WITH ME” Then she started causing problems because her mom won’t buy her a new phone and she won’t save up money. I’m just like “save up money” and she was like “I don’t want to. I want you spend it” and I’m like “ok then why are you complaining about not getting a phone when you know know you can save up?” And she is complaining that she doesn’t want to save up and some random bull shit. She also got mad at me because her crush doesn’t like her back. I’m over here like ummmmm I like him too and I actually talk to him. I haven’t told him I like him but I actually talk to him. She is like “you don’t know what it is like”. I’m over here like “yes I do. Do you not remember what happened when I went to summer camp?! The two hottest boys liked me and I couldn’t choose who!” She is like “well you always have people wanting to date you” She said that shit to me being the self conscious bitch I am. I’m like “no. I feel so ugly and fat” she just avoids what I said. I could write books about what she has done to be a bitch towards me and my friends. That was just a little bit of what she has done. Sorry about the rant.

Btw..... my best friend is helping me with my confidence 😁 She has helped me to stop scratching my wrists with my nails. I am proud of myself and happy I met my best friend. Also, not sure if my crush likes me. He keeps looking at me and if I see him look at me, I look away and he is red. I don’t know if he likes me though because he has a girlfriend.

Please help me with my crush and/or my “friend”

Sorry this was so long. I realized it was long so I just stopped. I might create a second part if you guys want me to

Yes this is real stuff for the ones who aren’t sure