My 4 1/2 month old fell off the bed today....

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My 4 1/2 month old fell off the bed today..... Y’all I feel like the biggest piece of crap mom. It was totally my fault. I had him sitting too close to the edge. I had him against pillows and had him in his boppy pillow and turned away for just a couple of minutes and my husband and I hear *BOOM*

My heart sank y’all! I was petrified! So scared! He seems to be perfectly fine and was even laughing afterwards. But this momma is not fine 😔 I can’t stop beating myself up about it. I cried. Hard. I just keep saying to myself, what if....what if I would’ve just moved him to the middle of the bed (it’s a King size) then he wouldn’t have fell off. I feel like I failed him. I know this kinda thing happens, but you never expect it til it does happen to you.

Please, no hateful comments. Just pray for me please! And of course pray for my baby that he is perfectly fine! I think I’ll take to the pediatrician tomorrow....

Also, if you have a similar story, please share. I think I just need some reassuring...