We decided last night to actually STOP ttc. We've only be at it for about 4 months but can't do it alone anymore. Without him actually being able to attend appointments with me for support just made it that much harder aside from the financial burden. I felt selfish paying copay and copay and pills to help. That money could have been saved to take our kids to do something fun or saved for Christmas even. I'm trying to get over there feeling of defeat but I can't help the way I feel. 😒 I'm slightly over the sadness and more angry at my body now.