Everyone but meee

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My boss and best friend announced pregnancies this week.. I am a nanny and will soon have 3 muffins to love here at work.. I feel that puts off my trying for a baby as us both being pregnant at the same time doesn’t seem logical.. feeling sad that I feel sad.. I’m super happy and excited for these 2 new muffins to come into my life.. but when is it my turn.. starting to feel that I am just meant to love other people’s children..