Miscarrying currently

I just found out that I was pregnant a week and a half ago, and now I’m bleeding profusely and miscarrying. I was tested by the doctors yesterday and they’ll test me again tomorrow to make sure my hCG levels are decreasing.

I don’t know why, but I keep hoping that the doctors are wrong. But having been told my hCG levels and because I’ve gone through a miscarriage before, I know they’re right.

I’m just venting. I’m being stupid really and should just accept it and move on.