Ive never been diagnosed with any kind of anxiety disorder. Nor have i ever really been to a medical professional to find out if i have one.

I have this gut wrenching fear of losing loved ones. I know nobody wants to lose a loved one, but i feel like the way i react to situations, strikes me as more extreme than normal.

For example, today: hubby left the house at 9:30 this morning to go to an expo with friends. Im accustomed to us letting each other know when weve made it to our destination via text because i worry easily and it consumes my every thought. 10 am rolls around and i didnt get a text, so i text him. Long story short its now 1:40 pm and after calling his cell about 8 times, sending 5 text messages, checking traffic reports for an accident, crying, praying, deciding which hospital i would call if i didnt hear from him, deciding how long i would wait before calling the police, and waiting for a phone call from an officer or a bystander to tell me they have found my husband.....i got a phone call from him. He left his phone in the car by accident.

Why wasnt that ever a thought that crossed my mind?