Breaking down

I started bleeding 2 days before AF was due. I was trying to be hopeful that it was just implantation but I'm losing hope. My husband is out with friends tonight and I'm breaking down.

I think it's just the first time in the last 2 days that I feel like this is AF.

I want to give my husband a child and a family so badly. Getting AF month after month is killing me inside. And this time when I told him about the bleeding he looked tearful. He's not a sensitive man by any means. Seeing that broke my heart 😢

I don't know how long I can do this!