I dont know if it was becuz i wanted him to be here for the kids as he was planning to go up north and the kids wouldnt of seen him, ive been with this guy for 6 years and becuz he had said I used him to get pregnant I keep noticing things. I am 5 weeks tommorrow and he has made me lost the spark even about my pregnancy after what he said to me. So now I just realize that I'm truly alone and hes ok with hurting me every chance I get. Its the little things. For instances. I love progies more so now im preggers. I cook bacon then cook the onion while doing all that progies are boiled then fried. The idoit watches me and even sometimes help me cook them and in 6 year I have never once cooked the bacon and onions together. NEVER. what does the idoit do? Puts it in together. Just lost my shit becuz its things like this he knows I hate. When in 6 damn years have my bacon ever taste like onion? Never becuz I cook them separate. Yeah might be hormones but f.m.l