Box of positive test. Is this normal


Long story short my husband and I had been ttc for 2 years. After many fertility treatments and had no luck we decided to take a year off. 6 months later I find out I’m pregnant. I was so excited I literally took over 20 tests. Over the course of 3 weeks that is. Just making sure my lines where still there. We lost the baby at 8 weeks. I shoved the box of positive tests in the cabinet and just forgot about them. They fell out at my feet last night and then the water works happened. It has been 2 months since we lost the baby and I still can’t bring myself to throw all the tests away. Normal or am I just strange?