I knew the probability going in to my first <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. Being realistic didn’t protect my heart from seeing that negative test this morning. I’m just so sad. It’s so hard to go through this. Nothing can prepare you for it. Infertility is a battle that I feel like no one understands. It’s hard not to feel like there is something wrong with me. Feeling sorry for myself today, tomorrow I will pick myself up and start the next cycle with positivity and faith. For now I’m just going to be sad.