I found out 2 weeks ago I’m having a boy, i was thinking by now the disappointment of it would wear off and I’d start getting super happy and excited. I always thought I’d have a girl, my whole life I only ever saw myself having one child and it being a little girl. From the moment I could remember I always thought I’d have a girl. My pregnancy has been super rough, from 6 weeks til 17 weeks I had horrible nausea and vomiting, some days I could barely even keep down water so i don’t really have a desire to get pregnant again. I just fear I’ll never really love my son as deeply as I would if i was having a daughter. Every time I see a little baby girl or a mother with their daughter I just cry because I know I’ll never have that and I’ll always have that longing for a little girl. Anyone been through this before and it ended up being okay when the baby arrived?

For the record i don’t want two kids, I’ve always ever only wanted one kid.

Please no mean comments. I already feel horrible enough about it.