So ladies, I need a little advice! Well ALOT!!!

So as of lately I’ve been wanting to have a talk with my boyfriend about is, our future. Specifically marriage. Now I’m not asking this man lets get married tomorrow, but I’m asking do you plan on marrying me? I try to talk to him and tell him that I would like to have kids of my own as well as marriages and I would like marriage to come first( I know things can happen unexpectedly) Cause I would like to know we are on the same page with that and that this isn’t a big waste of time!! We’ve been together for 2 and it hasn’t all been pretty! But honestly, after two years, I think we should be comfortable enough to talk about those types of things. What should I do, is my delivery wrong? Bc honestly I’m at the point where I’m tired. And it’s not just this incident. I’ve lost, ive hurt and I have sacrificed and I honestly don’t think he will do the same. If it’s so hard to talk about something to me tht can be really simple if you and they other person equally feel the same. Pls ladies tell me what I should do?!?!

Update! So i tried to the talk with him. And if I want anything beyond what we have that will be a stretch. He wants to make sure this are worked out with his babymother/ ex wife in regards to their child. Mind you that’s not stopping his ex wife. She’s married with two other kids. And a bunch of other discouraging excuses. Do you ladies think I should wait for him? Do you think I’m giving up to soon?