My husband thinks he’s a good liar, it’s hilarious... like he doesn’t understand that it wouldn’t be a big deal to me if he was just honest but since he lies about everything I just can’t do it, it pisses me off so bad. Soo Sunday... we get in a huge fight. He plays tough guy and throws his phone and breaks it. (I laughed) all because he wouldn’t let me see it and I told him I was going to shut it off and not deal with his lies because it was in my face. Well today I went and got his phone fixed... my brother tell me to come see what he sees. He has a text on his phone that says something along the lines of “I’m going to be in town this weekend, let’s find a place to meet up so you can fuck the shit out of my tight pussy” then there is a link below. I click on it and it’s an escort service. Like really dude. You’re dumb. Then I go on his search history. And it’s all free 1980’s porn. Hahaha. Cool bro. He would always tell me how his brother was super into porn and drugs and shit, how he cheated on his girlfriend for years, they are still together... but I believe he would say these things to me to see what kind of reaction I would have. Well I don’t have a problem with porn if A. You let me in on it... B your honest about it. I do have a problem with it if I am lied to and your sneaky about it. So I get home and he is home. He doesn’t say anything to me about anything and I act like nothing is wrong.. he says I tried to call you from work. I said hmm I didn’t get anything. Do you have anything you want to talk about? He says no I’m done talking to you about this. I just said okay. I’ll let your escort service know to pick you up at 7. He dropped his nuts. Ummm what oh yeah I don’t know why I am getting those texts it’s weird. I said because you put your info out there somewhere. I worked on phones for years and he is dumb as shit when it comes down to phones... he said no I put that on our kids I never did that. I have never met up with someone I would never do that to you. I told him “okay you’d hard to believe when you did heroin for a few months before I found out. He is doing everything that his brother is doing. He uses his brother as his mask. I am so annoyed with him. I realistically just want out. I have a 4 month old son that doesn’t like to sleep. I am exhausted and I get bitched at because I don’t give it up enough. Well my bad. Lift a finger and maybe things wouldn’t be so hard on me. I don’t know. What do I do? He just keeps lying to me about everything. Stupid shit. As little as “ did you take the diaper out side?” Ya.... oh okay but it is right there. Like he is not in his right mind. This is not the person I met or know..: he says he watches the porn to find different ways to please me. Do I believe it?