I hate you PCOS

I never hate anything but I can say I hate having PCOS. I was hoping to see a BFP because I’ve had sore boobs for the past week and a half, been smelling weird things that no one else can smell and having lower back pain, but nope instead you bring me AF! 😤 I truly want to give up trying. I feel like there’s no hope for me now, but I’m not! You can’t defeat me yet. Wish me luck at my appointment on Friday. Maybe I’ll get some answers as to why I’m in so much pain. 😒