I think I’m starting to give up... I had an ectopic back in February & my husband & I have been trying ever since! I keep tracking my ovulation & using preseed & making sure I’m baby dancing on the right days that I’m probably stressing my husband out. I’m constantly analyzing every symptom & I feel like I’m leading myself to think I’m pregnant when I’m really not. I have even tried not to track anything & just baby dance whenever & hope something happens but that never happens.

I love Glow & I post on here like crazy & I love seeing women’s announcements & heading their advice. However, I just think I want it so bad that I’m trying to force it on myself. Constantly I’m praying & praying “God all I want in life in to be pregnant” & I just feel like nothing ever gives.

I know I’ve only been trying for a couple of months & you ladies that have been trying for years are totally so admirable because I would go insane. I’ve only been trying for about 6months & I’m losing it.

Our OBGYN refuses to do any type of fertility treatments or to have me get checked out after the ectopic in my Fallopian tube. She says I’m very fertile & I just need to keep trying however it’s just taking a huge toll on me at this point. I just want to cry & cry & cry because I feel so horrible not being able to make my husband a dad & his parents grandparents.

Well enough of me venting.. I’m sorry ladies I just needed to let it all out. Please give me all the feedback & insight you can!! I truly appreciate it!!

Most importantly Baby Dust to you all!!