Worst PMS ever!!! Sorry kind of long.

I guess I just need someone to talk to so hope someone out there has some words of empathy or encouragement.

3 days DPO- and feeling more emotional than I have in a long time, I am having a hard time coping with it. I have been depressed in the past and I am not depressed now I really think it's all hormonal!! The problem with being so emotional is my mind always goes down this road of depression, thoughts of feeling bad about myself and thoughts of feeling like a bad mother.

I broke down crying in front of my 2 year old today, he gave me a hug and starting crying too (probably from being confused) I stopped and told him mommy was ok, and he stopped crying too.

What is wrong with me, been weepy, tired and just disconnected? I have been a stay at home mom for 7 months and I am kind of lonely and having a hard time adjusting, but normally we do ok and I love being home with my son!

I really don't feel like this often which is why I think it's hormonal! Last time I was this emotional was in May!

Ps- TTC #2 maybe this baby related but I think it is way too early and trying to put myself in the frame of mind of not being pregnant to avoid disappointment (would rather be surprised).

Sorry this is so long!

Thanks for reading!!!