Just want to vent...

Does anyone have a SO that seems that he doesn’t have it a 100% with TTC as much as you do? I feel like I’m going crazy. I am a week late and it’s so sad seeing negatives. I took a test two days ago and I swear I see a faint line and he also told me he saw it. I showed him again today, and he says “sorry. I don’t see it.” I am so sad, mad, frustrated. I miscarried at 5 weeks and I feel like it’s broken me. I want more than anything to be a mom, and I just FEEL like this is it. I just wish he felt the same way. He keeps asking me what’s wrong and why am I holding my head like that (thinking position) and I say I’m stressed and he just walks away. I wish I had his support and his love towards this. I just wish I didn’t miscarry, and we tried earlier. This heartache is unreal and I’m glad that there’s people out there who feel the same way. I don’t know what I’d do without you ladies :/