Advise Needed

This past month has been draining to say the least.

My parents are on the verge of separation.

My second year of college is becomes hellish.

I'm dealing with a lot of financial issues.

And my boyfriend of almost a year dumped me out of the blue just this week. This was my first serious relationship in a long time and I was genuinely confident things were going well. The night he dumped me we had gone out on a date, talked about future plans and even slept together.

I want to be angry with him, but I can't seem to find the strength to do so, because I'm still in love with him. And it's not helping that I can't seem cut ties with him to give myself space. He still talks with me as if nothing's changed and its painful not knowing where I stand anymore.I know it's not healthy for me to hold onto hope that we can work things out, but it's all I can think about.

I'm hurt and confused and I just want the pain to stop.