Is this my BFP?!?!! 😭😭😭

Y’ALL. I need help!!!

I’m currently 8 dpo and took these today because I’m impatient. The blue one was taken around 8 am, although it wasn’t my first pee of the day.. the first response I just took.

I’m trying not to let myself get too excited because I know it’s super early. My hubby and I have been trying since May (which of course feels like forEVER).

BUT. I mean... I can see the lines!! 😭

What are the odds that it’s actually a bfp and not just evap line?? Can I celebrate or do I need to reign it back in?

*sorry for the black on my fingers, I started crying and there went my mascara*