Recovering anorexic and pregnant


So I suffered from anorexia for about a year. I lost 65 pounds and was down to 119. I got better I guess you could say and gained 10 pounds over the course of 6 months. People said I looked healthier and I still felt thin so I was okay mentally. Found out I was pregnant at that same time. I am now 20 weeks and have gone from 129 to 145. My appetite is increasing by the day though. I don’t feel my anorexia is coming back, but I’m afraid that it will reappear. I know my baby girl is motivation enough for me to not relapse while I’m pregnant with her, but I’m slightly worried about how I will do with recovery after she’s here. I don’t want to get sick again. Anyone that can relate?

Me before I lost any weight.

Me at my smallest.

Me now 5 months pregnant.