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Ashamed..

Destanie • Sun, Oct 21

So I just heard that my bestfriend/sister in law is pregnant with her 4th child... I'm happy for her but so jealous that it makes me ashamed of myself. . . I keep thinking why her? Why can't it be me? She didn't want another baby (not that she isnt happy because she is)and here I am trying.. with no luck.. I feel like this big terrible friend for being so jealous and wishing I was in her place...