Hi my name is Jenny I’m 27 years young!! I’m going through something rather odd, well it feels odd to me. I’m the kind of person who likes to help others and make people happy! It’s a very grateful feeling when I see I makes others smile! But I’ve haven’t had much luck making friends and the only best friend since pre-K passed away 3 years ago. I’ve never had depression or anxiety before but lately i feel so off, not me. I feel alone, tired (wouldn’t mind sleeping all the time) i feel like i have no one. Haven’t been able to sleep for the past 3 days not sleepy I will lay in the dark and nothing, I tried the tea, zen music. I try talking to my boyfriend about it but he says I need to find a hobby. Or he will ignore it because work has him all stressed. I’m in my bathtub taking a bath and I got a scary thought that made me type this... “I wonder if I will be missed if I’m gone?” Just like that one day to the next. Am I going crazy? Had this happened to anyone?