Miscarriages 😕

I believe I might be pregnant but not I’m not 100% and I so want to be but at the same time I’m absolutely terrified to lose this baby as well as my last one. I took it so hard that I cried for a week and didn’t do anything. It honestly is a big reason I dropped out of school (I’m back in it now). I just couldn’t handle the pain of losing something I like that... I’m not sure if anyone relates but I keep reading everyone’s stories and I have so many people pregnant around me that didn’t have miscarriages so I keep getting in that sad ratio of losing mine... I just am going to cross my fingers and toes for this one 🤞