It doesn't get better

It's been over two months since I lost my baby at nine weeks, and it doesn't get any easier. My husband and I fight all the time because of it. And to make matters worse we just moved 800 miles away from home not even a month after. So here I am with no family, no friends, no doctor, no support from my husband, and no baby. I feel so alone and dead inside. It probably doesn't help that today I started my second period since my MC. I really thought I had my rainbow but no.