Uncomfortable with boyfriend

Maddy

UPDATE: We talked things over today, went through everything there was to go through, and it seems like it all came down to miscommunication and that I was simply causing my anger and stress from school and otherwise to lead to annoyance and uncomfortableness. It seems that it was yesterday that I was experiencing the problem, but today things went right back to normal after we talked. Thank you for the comments. I appreciate them.

I really need help. I have been with my 19 y/o boyfriend (I am 17 and my parents are ok with it) for almost 2 and a half months... I’m scared about being touched by him. Not just sexually but in general. I can’t even hold his hand or hug him. And I’m annoyed by everything he does. These things aren’t normal, and popped up just yesterday. I’m trying to understand if there’s a deeper meaning, I’m really confused and I know I love him, but I don’t lnow what is going on with me.