Hey guys!

So I just need to vent to some people who actually know what I'm talking about. I'm currently on cycle day 31 and I'm 8dpo I don't feel pregnant at all. I have hypothyroidism and my cyles are lagit all over the place ranging from 32 to 58 days apart. This cycle I had some sore boobs but that's about it. Today in another group with all of us having the same ovulation day a few girls got VFL. I was so excited for them but at the same time I was sad and hurt. I even went and got a bougie early detection test just to be sure and it was a BFN. None of my friends are having baby making issues or they just aren't at that point in their lives yet. My mother seems like she must have been fertile Myrtle cuz when I did kind of try and talk to her about my issues she litterally had no idea what to say and said she got pregnant on pretty much the first try every time. (Coooooool mommmm) I live in Massachusetts which I'm fortunate enough <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> and <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> is considered a right and our Heath insurance will pay ONCE you have documented trying for 1 calendar year. So here I am now at the point that when I was given that information I never thought I would get to because I was sure I'd be pregnant long before then. I was wrong. I feel so discouraged like I'm just not ment to have kids maybe idk. It sucks. As I'm sure a lot of you all know.

Well enough with the bitching. Just needed a vent sesh. I cried my tears now onto the next cycle!! And new doctors appts! Thanks for the support from this community you gals all are the best.