I just know that I'm being totally unfair and I shouldn't be with him if I feel this way. I know I should let him go because I'm not happy. I can't picture being with him forever. I used to be able to but there's things about him that i don't like and obviously I can't change him. I haven't tried to at all because that's not right. but living together I've learned that I don't like those things and I don't want those qualities in the man that I'm with. and there's things about me that I know he doesn't like. we talk pretty openly but for some reason I can't spit this out. I'm being a whimp! lol 

the main issue is how to go about this and how to gain the courage to actually do it. It's so hard. but I want to be happy and I want him to be happy with someone who will be madly in love with him. any one else who has gone through this or is currently going through this please comment!! or if there is someway to private message me please do so! thank you!!