I don't deserve to be treated this way. 😭

I literally do not deserve the way my boyfriend treats me !! We have been dating for over a year and it shocks me how amazing he is . I'm kind of a cry baby, I can be annoying when I want attention or something is wrong but I don't know how to tell him , sometimes it's hard for me to tell him how I feel , and more . I'm working on all of these things but while I still don't have everything down pat he is so fucking patient with me . Any time something is wrong he asks me how can he make it better , what I would like him to do , what can he do , if I want him to just listen or help me , etc . and reminds me every single day that I'm his priority and that I am beautiful . Not only is he patient but he's just so kind I now understand the expression of somebody with a "heart of gold"... he isn't just kind hearted towards me but literally towards everyone . I don't know what I can ever do to deserve him I am so happy !!