Moving on

Everyone is getting engaged, and having babies and I'm getting broken up with. Right now I'm in the middle of a break up. I'm looking at apartments to rent. I gave back the ring. My life is a mess. And I have no one to talk to. I'm heartbroken. I'm lost. I'm scared. I feel like this isn't reality. I know I tried to be really good to him and his child as well and I was put down on a daily basis from the way I did the laundry to how I would I drive the car. This is probably for the best. But it just hurts.i just always felt very worthless. feel numb. I'm sorry for posting this I'm just really sad and I needed to vent. Thanks for listening.