So I haven’t seen one of my friend in a year and 6 months and I used to go to high school with him but that’s when I moved a year ago and today was the first time I saw him. We hangout for a for an hour he drove to this park and keep in mind it was around 7-8 or so at night. We talked for a bit we went outside and we talked while we walked. Then we just stopped and stood there. We where still taking and I feel so bad because I was shy and quiet i didn’t know what to say :( I feel like I disappointed him. Anyways he was asking me questions about school, family, life you know and then he asked me if I was a Virgin and I said yes. And then we changed the subject a few min late she started to get close to me and he gently touched my neck with one or two fingers and then he got really close to me and he like smelled my hair to my side. I’m not going to lie I liked it. 😍 and My reaction was “what are doing”and then he told me “what would I do if I grabbed you” and I said, “ nothing, idk” i started to mumble a bit. keep in mind I always had a thing for him. Back in high school. Then later on we went back to his car because it got cold and we chill for a min. And then he asked me if it’s okay if he could take me home now. :( I felt sad because I still wanted to be with him but I feel like I ruined everything because I didn’t talk that much. 😞🤷🏻‍♀️