Sick of it!

I'm so sick of whenever i tell my husband that we need something his answer is ALWAYS "we go get a job". I'm having problems right now where whenever I'm to active i end up with bad pelvic pain and he fucking knows it. I've got a $5,000 doctors bill he says he won't pay. I can't goto physical therapy the doctors want me to try because it costs to much.

Does he not fucking know that I am looking for a job but I'm scared that if i get one that i have to move around alot in that I'm gonna end up in even more pain!!

Sometimes it's so bad i can't take care of our son(thankfully we live with his parents!)!

Everything about not having money always ends in him saying I need to get a job. It's never "I'll look for a better job so we can be better off!"!

I'm fucking sick of it!