I just have to talk about it because it’s sitting on my heart heavy.

I had a dream that I had a beautiful baby girl at the age I am now, 19. I was so in love with her. She looked like the perfect combination of my boyfriend and I. She had cute big brown eyes, long eyelashes, and was chubby. Just like I was as a baby.

In my dream, nobody approved of me having the baby at 19. So my mom took my child and .. you know the rest. :(

I woke up feeling awful and I can’t get the sight of the baby out of my mind. It’s like she actually existed.