I’m pregnant

I’m 17 and my boyfriends a bit older than me ( not too much but it’s still technically illegal for us to be togethee because I’m not 18) last night I took 2 pregnancy test and they came back positive. I told him and he is happy with what ever decision I make. I’m scared to have a baby because my mom would totally loose her shit and try to have him arrested, I would be so embarrassed at school, and my whole family would be disappointed so I feel it’s best to get an abortion but one half of ne wants to meet my beautiful baby and live and care for them forever😭❤️ I’m so conflicted especially with jail being in the conversation. And he already has a son ( before you guys bash him we use protection! But the condom ripped) and I would hate to take him away from his son.