Depressed

It feels like nothing ever goes right. Last night my boyfriend and I broke up, I loved him so fucking much but he’s moving in 3 months and he’s been getting depressed Because of that. His reason for breaking things off was he was border line suicidal and had we stayed together any longer he might’ve offed, and that’s a valid reason, but he’s made me happier than I’ve ever been, I love him so much and now I’m really depressed because I never get to be happy for very long. Idk what to do, I’ve just been crying since last night