Me and this guy have been on and off for the past 8 months and throughout our relationship I would had feelings for someone else I used to be close with

Me and his wasn’t never a thing and I didn’t do anything or even text him in my relationship, I just missed him like I miss having conversation and idk be around him

I tried to push them feelings away bc I really wanted to try and work things out with my current relationship. But I can’t.

I don’t even speak to the boy at all but idk why I miss him. Me and my current relationship is on a break not only bc I have feeling for someone else but he had feelings for someone else too.

He tells me he still wants me and he doesntwant anything to do with the girl but idek if i love him anymore.

Help?