Miscarriage at 5 weeks 😢

Brianna • Mommy to a girl born 9/12/2008.😇 10/26/18. MMC 5/20/19 🤰🏼 🌈 due in April 2020!

I went to the ER Wednesday and they told me it was a threatened miscarriage. I was bleeding light bright red blood. Fast forward to today. I decided to go back to the ER since my bleeding had no stopped. They checked my hcg levels and they had gone from 248 to 184 and told me I was miscarrying. I have a 10 year old girl and had been trying to conceive with my partner since I had my mirena taken out in April. This was to be his first biological child and I was thrilled when I found out but was also worried something bad would happen. I was also told I have a Arcuate uterus which I’m not sure if that could of caused it or not. I’ve never had a miscarriage before and I’m not sure how to handle my sadness about it. I know it was not in God’a plan just yet but I hope to one day to able to hold my rainbow 🌈 baby. It’s hard and sad but I will get through this.