So incredibly terrified of my csection Monday morning :(


My baby is breech and we head in on Monday for our csection. I delivered my first baby vaginally and somehow figured I would never be in this position. I am so, so scared. I'm scared of having a panic attack before they start and telling everyone to stop, I'm scared of what the pressure will feel like while they're pulling him out, I'm scared of being away from my baby if they need to take him somewhere while they finish my surgery, I'm scared that I will feel them cut me open and I'm especially terrified of the preparations and the anticipation of getting cut open while they administer my spinal and insert the catheter. I'm just so, so scared. Is this normal? Were you terrified too? Any positive or helpful stories are super welcome!