For about 5 years now all I’ve ever wanted was a baby. I want to love a baby. I want to give my parents and parents in law a grand child. But each cycle it’s always a BFN.

I’m 9 DPO and I’m having a bunch of things that lead me to believe I’m pregnant but the tests are still BFN. I know it’s still probably too early but this BFN has me so emotional today like I just want to be pregnant and be happy when everyone else around me can get pregnant without even trying... I feel like I can’t give him a baby and worthless as a women... 😭😢😓