Little story time

So I'm a little, unless I'm actively seeking a partner I don't tell people. I had a guy over for pizza, movie, and cuddles. It was pretty good but he started to get sexual I stopped things but it was secretly turning me on. He just blatantly said in a whisper "I know that you're a little" he said a bunch of things which made me gained my trust especially this line of "you don't want to do sexual things because you're scared of getting hurt again but don't worry I won't hurt you" and I let him have sex with me. He told me how much of a good girl I was etc. Then when he came I was laying there waiting for him to lay down next to me and cuddle me but instead he stood uo, got dressed, and said he had to go home with no explanation of why and just left me there alone. I was so close to having a Bitch fit. But I didn't cus I knew if he stayed it'd be because I made a huge deal, plus I didn't feel like fighting the moment he left I just started crying because I felt used and should of never let him have sex with me. I texted him later not about how I felt just regular conversation but he didn't ever text back. Which makes me more hurt and more mad