Baby story: First trimester

Kyleigh โ€ข It's a boy!๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿผ๐Ÿป Born: 2โ€ข17โ€ข16
๐ŸŒฑ๐Ÿฃ Okay well I made another post after the ultrasound regarding the gender and guessing it - but I suppose wives tales only get you so far; I'll just have to wait another month or so. BUT IM JUST SO EXCITED!ย โœจ
So this is our first pregnancy. It came as a total shock (my fiancรฉ was told he was infertile!) and we found out just 2 weeks ago today. (I'll be 12 weeks tomorrow). ๐Ÿ™Š๐Ÿ™ˆ๐Ÿ™‰
My fiancรฉ and I became officially engaged a couple months ago ๐Ÿ’ and that was when our little one was conceived (figures๐Ÿ˜˜!).ย 
I've been struggling with accepting that I'm pregnant as I have always had high expectations for myself and how I wanted my life to be set up before TTC, for the sake of providing a comfortable life for my child. ๐Ÿƒ Then there's the moral piece: wanting to be married first. But regardless of that, and my public and self image, God had bigger plans. ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿผ
The Holy Spirit spoke to me when I was flying home, the day before I found out I was pregnant, and He told me to trust Him. I started crying right there at 3500ft. โœˆ๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ญ๐Ÿ’• Now I'm learning to trust, and "lean not on my own understanding".ย 
Since then it's been hard: breaking the news to family, keeping the secret from friends, and battling embarrassment.ย 
But then today happened; my mother accompanied me to my ultrasound ๐Ÿฅ andย I saw my baby. Confirming more than a pee test that my bump isn't just abnormal bloating. ;)ย 
He/she tossed and turned and stretched and coiled up... ๐Ÿ‘ถ๐Ÿผ 2 inches, perfectly healthy, growing like a weird little bean thing, due Feb 24, 2016 ...and the reality hit me, and I couldn't live in denial of it anymore. ๐Ÿ’• I've been out of my mind excited since. I can't stop smiling. โ˜บ๏ธ๐ŸŒฟย 
I have quite a road ahead but I'm trying to put negativity in the grave and rejoice for this gift of life and purpose to mine.ย 
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I don't care if anyone reads this or not, I've just been through a very traumatic past 4 years and needed to share this. :)
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Here's a photo from today. My joy.