Hi everyone.

This is my first post and a little scared but i have been reading these posts for awhile and i feel i should get some feedback. I have been ith my boyfriend for 8 years. We got engaged back in 2012-2013 but i broke it off. Over the years we have been on and off. We will get together and then get back with each other. I currently live with him and our 5 month puppy that we got together. I love being with him but sometimes it feels like it wont go anywhere besides dating. Hes said he wants a child and i said that i want to get married. I see all these posts of wedding rings and woman happy, the man doing nice things for the woman and having kids. I guess with a history of depression, and realizing i am not pregnant which is devastating to me, i guess i just need a little extra help.